My Mind

so yeah....same old fight with andrew. for some reason i think it will be differnt. but it never is.

so this time its the fact that after i got off work at 7 am, and i had already planned to go up and see pat in lexington. either right after work or a lil later. so i get here and i call pat and he said he would call me when he got up. so he calls about 10 ish. so i get up and get ready. and andrew deciedes that that is dumb...and i should be smarter than that. i was like, wow we're not dating. why are you still  rtying to run my life?  so after refusing to talk to me all day. i deiced to call him. and try to work this out civilly. well fat chance of that. he is all like you cant  see what is best for you. and these are the same dumb things i used to do before we got together. like i had no sense before we got together. and i was like "we arent dating. you cant be trying to make my desicions for me anymore." plain and simple. so he hangs up on me. so i send him an IM saying. "have a good night, good luck on your paper, and i fucking love you andrew" so he doesnt reply but mins later puts up this away message..."Working on this damn paper, the phone is turned down for unobvious reasons.  Im a control freak right now, so do yourself a favor and fuck off.  I prolly won't return many messages right now either, TA-Fucking-TA."

yeah fucked up. so then i look on his page and he has MY favorite songs on there- get stoned, figured you out (our song) by nickleback, and next contestant also by nickleback. another fav of mine and he knows it.

why is it that people enjoy being cruel to others. why does it make them feel better?