02/27/2006
whats the difference?
I can tell you the differnce bw us. you were blonde and five foot ten inches and bareky 100 lbs soaking wet. you were the loud one, when i was silent. you were the one who taught me never to back down from a fight. and what true friends were supposed to be like. you could bring a laugh to the class, when all i could do is sit back and chuckle at you. i was the rock in the storm of your life. i was something strong that you could hold onto, when you were slipping away from all of us. we had each others backs, not matter what. but what happened?what happend when i moved away....and we stopped talking. why did the conversations seem fake and forced when we talked later on? when did we lose that close connection we had? i remember when you knew my next move before i did...and vice versa. i remember taking the same pills and smoking the same pot as you. i remember days i wanted to die and you kept my head above the water, and i kept the gun from your head. i remember all the plans we made, and the promises we broke. i remember all the lies we told them all to cover each others asses.but what happened? when faced with the same pills, and the same lack of will to live....why was i able to say no, and put the bottle down. why did you say yes? what was it to make youdo it. was it an accident? but you knew the limit....we always did. why so many so quick? why? was there something i should have done...or said...what?i wish i could ask you all these questions now.....i wished i would have told you all things you needed to hear. im sorry i wasnt there when you needed me most. i will always love you like a sister. you will be in my thougths forever chelsy.
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