02/21/2006
oh my god
yeah so me and andrew arent together anymore. i guess its for the best. but i love him. to death and pieces. hes the worst thing in the world for me. then why do i want him so much. i dont even know him anymore. he does things that totally take me by surprise. like get trashed at parties and pass out on the floor with like a dozen other people. and then theirs tiffany. i guess she likes him. and what is she this thin little blonde that is prettier than me easily. ho wcould i ever think we would get back together its a fucking joke and a half. sorta like that weird dream where i end up marrying daniel and we live happily ever after. justa joke. oh my god. it hurts so fucking bad i could die.my heart hurts so bad. its over. plain and simple. i need to get that. space....thats what i need to do. thats how i got over daniel i just pushed him away. i mean why love these guys when the obviuosly dont love me? hes just not that into you. why is that so hard for me to accept. god....seeing her. and hearing all the stories about him hanging out with sean and chris and hearing about him going to frat parties and shit. who is this? this is the guy who freaked out when he didnt know my every move. what the hell. i just dont get it anymore. well space. thats all there is to it. i gotta stay the fuck away. and not talk to him
god i say this but its so hard. i hate my life. why am i so hard to love? why cant i find someone who makes me happy and not make me wanna bawl all the time. what is it about me? so i bring out the bad in guys? what is it?
i give up
crys out
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