02/09/2006
and it all comes crashing down
so now we're on a break. i tried talking to stewie and that went crashing down, jessie and dani say i shouldnt put up with his shit. luke is the best, he understands my side, with out telling me any real advice. he listens great. and i know we'll stay friends if andrew and i break up, he even said that we talk more than he and andrew does. i guess im not the only thing hes not neglecting lately, just ask him. i wasnt happy and im still really not. i dont know what its going to take for me to be happy. if i ever am. i like growing up, but it also makes me miserable bc i have so much shit thrown on me at once. i feel like i am going into overload. it makes me want to scream, cry, shout for joy, and die all at once. i guess its a catch 22. i hate it all. i just want happiness is that so damn bad? is that so fucking terrible. god i just want to say fuck it all. and be like screw you andrew, screw school and nursing. and just drop it all. if i want to now is the time. i dont know anymore. i just want to scream and yell at how unfair he is. and tell him what a dick he can be, and i still love him to pieces. but things dont work out the way you wnt them too.
i dont know what to do anymore.
i want to give up, but i dont have the balls.
im lost and lonely.
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