12/13/2005
so life goes on
so life marches on. i guess it doesnt relieze that its leaving some behind, and probably doesn't care. poor jessie, she went out on the line, and now they're both filled with regrets. No regrets, thats what i strive to live for, how well i do it i don't know. me and andrew worked everything out like usual. we went up to his parents house in "J Town" today. got there at like 10 o' clock, and ended up curling up in his bed and napping till almost 2. it was great. i finally got to be lil spoon. this friday will be our 3 month aniversary. its weird how time flies. its like i cant get a grasp on it. i dont know where time has gone. this is a long standing problem for me though. i have absolutely no sense of time at all, its like time is fluid.
life is just getting harder and harder for jessie. i want to comfort her, but i really dont know what to say. i just dont know what to do, i think we all sorta knew it might happen......but just didnt want to talk about it.
i looked at pictures of daniel. bad idea. why am i still caught up with him? its been a almost 5 months since we broke up.....and ive been with roo for the past 3 months. yet when i see him i miss him......the old him. its like hes changed over night. its crazy! how can someone change so much like that almost over night? why do i still care? i hate myself for it. am i a bad girlfriend? i dont want him to be mine.....i just miss the familarity of it all. i give up.
well i better go study for a final im going to fail tomarrow.
tata
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