My Mind

don't ever loose the light in your eyes.  i think i might feel love again. he holds my hand in public, he'll lean over and kiss me. he told me today that the reason he likes my eyes so much is because i have animae eyes. i asked him what that ment he was like the reason animae charcters look so happy is b/c there eyes shine and sparkle, and thats what i have. how great is that. i toold him that i think we were ment to save each other, and he agreed. but not only is there this great attraction, but we can have deep conversations. and we make each other feeel at ease. and we've only really got to know each other for less than a week. i really hope this isnt fates cruel trick and hes going to have to go home, and ill never see him

im scared about next smester. i spent that first 500 dollars, i had to really. but this semsester i have to buy scrubs, and supplies, and other shit, but i can't use the six hundred they sent me

so next semester i dont know what i will do, i really dont want to ask mom and dad for help, plus ill have to pay for new books and everything. im just gonna have to start working like a dog every weekend. but i want to stay here and be near andrew. i really want us to get an  aprtment next year. that would be awsome! tragic.

man hollie is not pretty and people said she didnt look bad, please im not great but better than her!

tata