My Mind

I offically give up on guys. i thought that i had actually met a nice guy, but go me,and my bad judgement. this ones name is Micah. another rugby player and ex military man. (wow mabey i should change the type of guys i go for) but i was like no i don't want anything to go on b/w us, and i explained to him i had been hurt. and he was like im not like that. and i thought he was serious. but like all the others he kept pushing for sex, and i said oh the fuck well! why the F not? this is why, i'll be lucky to ever hear from him again. i give the f up. i called his house and was like "is micah there?" his roommate-Russ( who is creepy b/c he is dating a 14 yr old, hes 23 ewww!) answered is like, uh i don't know, who is this just in case he is? so i was like "crystal" so he comes back and is like "ummm, no his cars not here so i guess he's not"

how fucking lame is that. typical guy. i just don't give a fuck anymore. no reason too! what ever.  Daniel is now offically dating Hollie. woo mother fucking Hoo. i am so f'n excited. what the fuck ever!

i give up on all of it.