My Mind

I feel like i'm faced with this problem all the time. i never reliezed how much daniel was such a big part of my life. how much we obsessed with each other. and now that we're not together, i don't know what to do. jessie and dani are at work, and heather is not wanting to socialize with me, so... im by myself. i guess i never reliezed how much time we spent, and now that he spends that with hollie, i don't know what i do with my time. this summer i worked all the time, i barely had time to sleep and try to be me, but now i have so much free time, its depressing. its so lonely. what do i do, i don't want to go and meet new people  really. its like im withdrawling from life itself. like yeasterday i didn't have class, and i didnt leave my room until i went to the gym for like an hour, and i was okay with that.  that just does not seem normal to me. it sorta scares me to be honest. and i didn't go out of our room either. i mena actually i have evrything i need here, basicly at least, food, bed, friends, full bathroom. not much eles. this is not normal. i fear im facing depression and not relieze that. but i don't know what to do.

my life is tragic, very very tragic.

tata